I feel like I shouldn’t exist. I’ve never been really good at anything, I’ve never truly helped anyone, nobodys ever really needed me. I’m useless. my birth was an accident that has practically driven my parents into bankruptcy, my sister hates me, and most of my family ether thinks i’m a total screw up loser or don’t even know my name. I was never an A student, or even a C student, just a D average loser with a learning disability who only managed to drop out of high school and stress my parents out even more. I can’t even make good friends, just people who want to use a guy willing to do just about anything. Nobody truly cares about me, nobodys ever taken the time to really get to know me, my personality is dull at best i’m not funny or witty just there. All i’m good at is feeling sorry for myself. All i’ve ever been is dead weight, something to worry about, pay for, take care of, even animals don’t like me. Nobodies ever had a crush on me, and those who did make the mistake of dating me swiftly realize what a talentless dull person I am and break away. Being gay didn’t help, I can’t even do the one thing i’m supposed to do and carry on my fathers name, i’m just a disappointment. All I do is get in the way, waste space, I shouldn’t exist, I don’t deserve to exist. I once had the strength to fight off my self loathing and tell myself “you can’t just sit and feel sorry for your self, while just expecting for good things to just come to you. You have to get back up and make yourself important, learn something get good at it, people will need you, you will become important.” But I always screw up, its not like i’ve never tried, i’m just a failure. I can’t pick myself up anymore, I can’t try anymore. I just didn’t exist, i’m nobody. I’m nothing. Why do I exist? I shouldn’t, in a mistake i’m every way. Why can’t I stop feeling sorry for myself.
It’s Morphin’ Time!
PS4 more like a $400 dollar kingdom hearts machine
My gay brother walks into the room without a shirt on
Me: Hey topless
Him: Well you don’t have to rub it in that I’m single
OH MY FUCKIN GOD THE MOST AMAZING THING JUST HAPPENED TO ME. I TAKE BACK ALL THE SHIT I SAID ABOUT POKEMON X / Y THIS WEEK
aaite, so: see that cutie up there??? so i’m sittin on my bus riding to work and i’d just put my 3ds away because i don’t wanna deal with a bunch of zubats this early in the morning when i look up and see this boy with HIS 3ds out! i figured he was playin Pokemon because it’s october 2013 and every person on the fuckin planet is playing this game
so i lowkey pull mine back out and send him a “Nice!” and a couple of O-Powers and he looks around all confused like “whoa what??” (keep in mind my hands are behind the seat in front of me so he can’t actually see that i’m holding a 3DS too heh heh heh)
so i’m sittin there like “hmm what can i do next” and i decide to send him a trade request. he looks around again, pulls out his stylus kinda clumsily and then HE ACCEPTS!!! so i try to trade him my gayest Pokemon (a male Roselia named ‘Roselio’) and he gives me an Oddish and OH MAN I JUST TRADED POKEMON WITH A STRANGER ON A BUS THIS IS SO FUCKING COOL
anyways after that we keep kinda sendin each other O-powers for a while (he still doesn’t know who/where i am) and then after a couple minutes he challenges me to a BATTLE!!!! i accept ofc
we have this a quick sorta awkward battle where he only chose 3 pokemon but i chose 6 but it doesn’t matter because his Braixen is kicking the shit out of everything i toss out. after my Farfetch’d and Plusle both faint i realize that oh frick i’m like three stops away from the bus stop i get off on!
right as i realize that, he suddenly forfeits the battle. i look up at him and he’s puttin away his headphones like he’s about to get off! wahhh
i look down at my DS and it’s like “do you wanna add trainer Matt as a friend?” and i frantically scramble to hit yes but right as i do i look up and he shut his DS and is getting off the bus
before i know it he’s gone and my DS is just sittin here like this:
i am straight as hell but i’m pretty sure this is the most romantic thing that has ever happened to me. goodbye Pokemon trainer Matt i will take very good care of your Oddish and u will be in my heart forever my dude
WHAT A CUTE STORY